Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Who knew?

I've been so busy with work and getting settled in San Francisco that I didn't even realize I had some new videos out. It seems that Raging Stallion has released two new videos featuring yours truly!

The first one is called This Will Hurt and includes a scene I did with Logan Scott, their newest exclusive. Flogging, sucking, fucking... FUN! You can check it out by clicking here.

The second video is Edger 9: Race to the Edge. It's a compilation of scenes taken from Race Coopers website Edger 9. The scene I did for them that is featured here has me as a hitchhiker and Race as a horny pig searching for cock... just like in real life! (Gotta love that boy.) We found a secluded, industrial location to film it at but it wasn't secluded enough. We actually got busted by security just as we were finishing the fucking and going for cumshots. I wonder how they edited around that? Can't wait to see it myself. You can check it out by clicking here.

As for my personal life. I'm finally feeling like I am somewhat settled in San Francisco. My dog Cynder has been the link to some sense of stability and family for me. We go for walks in the back yard and she's always either on my lap or sleeping at my side. Thank God for her.

I went to a dance party called PLAY on Saturday evening after I finished up with my latest Bound in Public shoot. It was great to dance and mingle with all the guys who are now my new neighbors and friends. I also got to hang out with Frank from Work in Progress. I've been trying to hang out with him for a while but I've always seem to be out of town when he's here. Here is a photo he took of us at the PLAY T-Dance party. Why do I always look that short in photos? Ugh.

Gotta get back to work now. I'm editing some Naked Kombat shoots today and prepping for my Bound Gods shoot tomorrow. Been a LONG time since I've shoot one of those and I am looking forward to it!

Oh.... I'm trying to get the problem with my blog fixed but I've had no luck. For now you can just click CANCEL when the annoying pop-up window appears on the screen. You actually have to click it four times until it disappears for good. If anyone knows how I can fix the problem (seems like my blog was hacked and hijacked my another website) I would be eternally grateful!

Monday, February 14, 2011

Coming home

I flew home to my new home in San Francisco last night with my dog Cynder after a 7 day Atlantis gay cruise. (I posted a photo of her with her head poking out of the pet carrier bag at the airport last night.)

The week was filled with fun and parties and a huge amount of drama and sadness. I found out some really upsetting stuff that made me feel betrayed and lied to about my life over the last year or so. It was really big stuff. The kind of stuff that cause people to become jaded and not trust anyone ever again. I did my best to put it out of my mind and enjoy the cruise. And I can't say that I didn't have fun. But there was always the cloud of doom, regret and hurt hanging over it threatening to open up and drown everything in sorrow.

So I'm back at "home" now (actually I'm at work) and the thoughts that I tried to keep at bay during the cruise are invading my peace of mind. I'm trying not to obsess about them. To do my work and just wait until the shock and pain fade before I actually deal with them. If I dealt with them now I think I would go on overload and shut down.

I can't wait to get home to my dog and snuggle with her. Cynder is probably feeling just as lost, confused and alone as I am now as she sits in a strange apartment alone. She is really the only solid thing I have here since It's only been 3 months since I moved and it really is a blessing that she is with me now. She's here by my side as I start to build a new life with a new job in a new city. I hope to surround myself with good people and much love and peace.

Happy Valentine's Day everyone. I hope someone you love loves you back today.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

I'm NOT dead!

This has been the longest period of time I've EVER gone without a blog post. I have literally not had a moment to stop and put one together. The last week... 2 weeks... hell, I don't even know at this point... have been so fucking crazy!!!

I flew back to Florida to sell all of my stuff and get the house ready to rent. After only having 6 hours sleep in 2 days I took the red eye directly from work and landed in the morning to meet with the Property Management guy and sign the contract. Then it was 3 days of garage sales, selling stuff on Craigslist, delivering furniture to the people who bought it, selling my birds :-( and packing the rest of the stuff up and getting ready for a charity thrift store or throwing it out. I had 6 hours sleep during those 3 days. I'm not fucking kidding you! And the worst part of it all was the garage sale. It was basically people coming to my house and stealing things. SERIOUSLY!!! Everyone was stealing everything. Old people, young people, every ethnic group... EVERYONE was stealing shit! (I've posted some photos of my house in Florida and the stuff that was left after my garage steal... I mean sale. Can you believe it's the same house that I posted pictures of in my last post?)

I made it through all of that and got back to San Francisco just in time to be here for the arrival of truck with all of the possessions that I had shipped 3 weeks ago. $69o on top of the moving fee was paid to the moving company's "expert and complete packing service" so that they would box everything up and it would all be safe during the transport. EVERYTHING was broken!!!
Seriously. My Mac computer was smashed, my Thomasville wood desk, and matching wood shelving unit, and wood filing cabinet were broken and smashed, my artwork and collectible sculptures were broken, my dishes and glasses were broken. My floor and table lamps were broken. Almost every box was crushed. And the "expert" packers used my good linens and towels to wrap up some of my belongings instead of proper packing materials. They also "lost" my heavy metal bar but delivered the 2 heavy metal barstools and 2 heavy metal shelves. All useless without the bar. I am in the process of trying to get compensation for the massive destruction of most of my possessions but they are already being dickheads and the paperwork I filled out says they will pay 60¢ per pound for damaged items. That means my $2500 smashed computer should bring about $8.00. FUCK!!!! I guess I'm going to have to fight them and maybe even use my homeowners insurance to help. Ugh.

On the bright side... I went to Ikea and bought some new furniture to replace the smashed stuff. Never been there before and I LOVED IT!!!

Work has been non-stop and stressful as hell. Again, I'm NOT complaining. Just stating a fact. My 3 month probation period is over and my position is secure now and my insurance will kick in. The only thing left is renegotiating my salary. Keep your fingers crossed!

I've directed a bunch of Naked Kombat and performed in a bunch of Bound in Public. I've actually performed in 13 Bound in Public in the last 3 months! That is a lot!!! (I've attached some photos of the Bound in Public I did last Friday night with Trent Deisel and Christian Wilde after the house photos.) HOT AS HELL!!! Oh... and I filmed a movie for Tom Ropes McGurk on Saturday with Leo Forte. BUSY!!!

I have 2 more days of work, directing and performing then on Friday night I take the red-eye back to Florida for a week long Atlantis gay cruise!!! THANK GOD!!! I need a vacation so bad. I'm going with my ex Joe and I am looking forward to relaxing (even though it is going to be a super party atmosphere). And when I get off the cruise the following Sunday I fly back to San Francisco with my dog Cynder!!! YEAH!!! I miss her so much.

I may not be able to post until after the cruise but I hope you guys keep checking back and don't forget about me!