Friday, November 28, 2008

Ya... I suck.

They just put details of the scenes from the movie "Blue Movie" which is scheduled to be released on December 23rd (the PERFECT Christmas gift!). I was pleasantly surprised to find that I was singled out for going above and beyond and showing off one of my special talents! (See below for the scene description.) Aw shucks... it's all in a days work!

"Nothing beats having a massive hunk of steel between your legs than having a hungry dude eager to dive in there to get your motor running. The steamy manaction between bikers Nick Moretti and Nick Piston will have you creaming in your jeans. Piston tongues his partner’s pits before Moretti returns the attention, feeding on his buddy’s asshole. They take turns sucking cock (kudos to Moretti who manages to guzzle Piston’s crazily swollen cock down his throat). With little arm-twisting Moretti slams his cock up Piston’s ass, rocking both men to a fierce climax."
If you want to check out details on all the scenes from the movie, check out the Falcon Studios website.

Check out my website ( for a FREE PREVIEW of the first extended director’s cut scene (the first-ever watersports scene from Falcon Entertainment!) which will be only be available on the web and not offered on the DVD or on-line version of the film.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Hump Day before Turkey Day

The next few days are going to be busy but fun!

I get out of work early today and then head home to clean house and prepare for my house guest. A friend of mine from California is coming down to stay for the weekend. He just turned 21 and wants to do ALL of the Miami White Party events. I'm NOT 21 and will probably break a hip! I'm gonna try my best to keep up with him and be a good host. Please say a prayer for me. ;-)

Falcon Studios has started putting up info about the upcoming release of the Mustang film Blue Movie. I can't wait to see the scene I did with Nick Piston. I posted the back cover art here if you want to check it out.

I've never been on the cover of any of the movies that I've done. Actually, I swear that is my head on the cover of the Hothouse video Head Hunters, Inc. (I posted that cover here as well). Of course it's the head they chose to "black out" for the cover design. I swear those that is my little head and ears! I'm hoping I make the cover of the Pantheon film that should be released soon. It's kind of a dream of mine to be on the cover of a DVD cover before I my porn career is over. I can't complain though. It's such an honor to even be chosen to appear in a film.

Everyone have a very HAPPY THANKSGIVING! Hope it's filled with good friends, good food, laughter and love! I'm spending the day with friends since I really don't have a family to spend it with. Guess I have to get used to the idea of not spending the holidays with my partner now that I don't have one any more. But I'm happy as heck to have the chance to spend the day with some of my best friends.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Blue Movie Interview

I completely forgot to mention that Steve Cruz released the 3rd installment of the "Blue Movie" production blog. It features some pretty cool interviews with Nick Piston and me, some photos from the set and some photos from the Joe Oppesidano photo shoot. Check it out here at the Falcon Blog.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Pretty Shitty Bang Bang

Sorry to say, I have been having a pretty horrible week. With all the new porn stuff out there you think I would be happy as a clam, but so much bad stuff is going on it is really starting to wear on me.

The engine on my truck blew. Ugh. It's a 2006! That's not supposed to happen! And of course the warranty is up. I was driving home on Monday night the "Check Oil" light went on and the truck started to run weird. So Tuesday morning I drive it to the mechanic I use near work. On the way there it starts to shake and make loud banging noises, the "Your Engine is Fucked" light came on, and it started to lose power. I barely made it to the shop.

The last few days have been dealing with that (at least I have a rental car, but I have to bring that back because the "Your Engine is Fucked" light came on and the radio doesn't work.) I also had trouble with the plumber working on my bathroom and ended up kicking him out of my house. I've been doing the work myself now. Yes, I was up at 2am last night installing my toilet. What a HOT way to spend a night! LOL

At least I had a good night last night. I took my friend Tim to see Chitty Chitty Bang Bang last night for his birthday. (He's my best friend, who I used to date, and who I just did the Pantheon film with all the precum with... GOD life is complicated sometimes.) The play was AWESOME!!! I actually laughed my ass off because while I was watching the play I realized it fit perfectly with my truck situation because it was actually making the "Chitty Chitty... BANG! BANG! noise right before it died.

Friday, November 14, 2008

Bound Gods - Master Nick Moretti and slave chad rock

Two new scenes released in one week!

First my scene in "Masterpiece" for Hothouse and now a new video for Bound Gods! I had a great time filming this one and my scene partner, Chad Rock, was a great guy. Believe it or not, we went and had Margaritas and great Mexican food after the shoot... welts and all!

If you liked the free preview above, click here to see more my latest Bound Gods video.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Masterpiece Scene 3 now available in the Hothouse Backroom

Hothouse has just released the 3-way scene I did with Ross Hurston and Ethan Grant for the film "Masterpiece". I've been very nervous about how this turned out because I usually top in films and I flip-flop fucked in this one. I watched the scene last night and I didn't throw up so I guess it turned out OK. (Like most porn performers, I'm my own worst critic... I hope!) Actually, it was pretty freakin HOT! How could it not be with amazingly hot Hothouse exclusive Ross Hurston and sexy newcomer Ethan Grant as my scene partners. We had great chemistry from the minute we met and the action didn't stop even after the director yelled cut. I know it's going to really come across to the viewers.

And speaking of cumming across. You have to see the photo of the ending of the scene. Let's just say that my Halloween costume with the fake dried cum pales in comparison. These guys almost drowned me with their loads! I think it's the first time I've ever seen a cum mustache! Check out that photo and more on my website:

A triptych of chiseled flesh comes alive when Ethan Grant kneels before horse-hung studs Ross Hurston and Nick Moretti. The smooth, young bottom worships both men from head to toe, paying close attention to their muscular legs and bulging crotches. Soon Hurston and Moretti strip out of their jocks, allowing Grant to expertly service their huge cocks. After eating Grant’s ass Moretti mounts him first and plows him so deep he cums without touching himself. Hurston and Moretti prove their versatility when they flip-flop fuck until all three shoot huge loads. Watch this XXX scene, live now exclusively in the Hot House Backroom!

Click here to go to the Hot House Backroom and see this video.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

It's the Halloween Whore Charlie Brown!

A friend just sent some photos from Halloween night here in Fort Lauderdale. They closed off the streets and had a huge party. It was AWESOME! I love Halloween and I dress up every year. This year's costume cost about $2.49. Nothing like being cheap! The costume: a white towel (I painted the logo from The Club Ft. Lauderdale bathhouse on it), a key on a bungi cord around my wrist, rubber cement dripped and splashed on my face, neck, shoulders and chest. And viola! Bathhouse whore! Of course all my friends kept referring to me as "the cum towel" all night. Again, nothing like being cheap!
Here are some pictures from the evening.

Tim was the Devil who wears Prada. I was a whore.

Me demonstrating my costume.
(NOTE: no penises were actually sucked in the taking of this photo.

Who's the biggest whore?

Notice the "dried cum" on me?
I highly recommend rubber cement if you ever need to cover yourself with fake cum. It goes on wet and drips nicely and it stays like that for a while. Then it dries out and gets crusty. Just like real cum. Or so I've been told.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Play the game

I hope the post I did last night was appropriate. I was caught up in the overwhelming positive post-election feeling and inspired to share my thoughts. I think I may have shared a little too much though. I guess I've been wearing my heart on my sleeve lately. At least I know I still have one. :-)

So today I'm just presenting a picture of my weiner and keeping the post short.

A new friend is cooking me dinner at his house and then we are going to the Fort Lauderdale Film Festival to see the film "Play the game". It's been many, many years since I've attended the film festival. I used to LOVE it. It was almost impossible to get my ex to do anything I was interested in and I really didn't like going alone.

So tonight it's some wine, a home cooked meal, and a movie. Sounds good time to me!

Photo from the Bound Gods video, "Master Nick and slave cj" (October 2008)

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

A time for change...

Hell Ya!
It really is a time for change.

I can't believe that our country actually voted so strongly and decisively for Obama to win the Presidency. They put aside fear and ignorance and put their faith in a promising new beginning. It couldn't have been easy for some people. Change is always difficult. Especially when it goes against everything you've been taught to believe. My hat goes off to every American that put aside their fear and voted with their hearts. That took a chance on a new and foreign beginning. I'm very hopeful that this will be a great new world for all of us.

On a personal note...
Living here in Florida has always been a less than pleasant thing when election time rolls around. Election after election I've watched in horror and disbelief as the unimaginable would happen. We were robbed of our votes and the fate of our nation was left in the hands of people that we did not elect. It made me close off my feelings and keep to myself. I even made a promise to not turn on the TV or listen to the radio on election day. I was going to wake up tomorrow and see what the outcome was. Or at least see what new scandal left our votes in question.

But tonight, surrounded by friends, I watched as it all unfolded. I held my breath and forced myself to not get excited. "Surely, something will happen and it will go the other way." But it didn't. Little by little the dream was coming true. I was getting swept up in the emotions around me. "Don't do it... it always ends in disappointment."

I hung in there and it kept growing and growing. I gave in to it. I let go and took a chance. And it happened! It really happened. Hell... even Florida went for Obama! I never thought I would live to see that.

So America put aside their fears and voted for change. For a new beginning. For the promise of a new and happy direction. Who am I to argue. I have who have been frozen with fear. Afraid of taking a chance on a new beginning. Settling for what I was used to. Sacrificing my happiness and my joy for life. Putting aside my needs and staying below the radar. Keeping my head low for fear of being scolded. Not looking in the mirror for fear that I be told I was being too proud. Not showing emotions for fear of having their motives and sincerity questioned. Keeping my feet grounded for fear of being told I don't deserve to feel uplifted. Not wanting to believe that life could be better. Afraid to take the leap and fly.

It's time for change. It's time to believe that I deserve better. That I have nothing to lose. That the love I put out into the world should come back to me. That the love I put into a partner should be returned equally to me. That I shouldn't be afraid to love and to feel loved. That I deserve to be acknowledge and treated with honesty and respect. That there is love out there and I don't have to feel guilty about wanting it. It's time for change. Hell ya... it's time for change!

Stupid lesson # 17

Stupid lesson # 17

Don't get angry and punch a brick wall. Nothing good really comes out of it.

Don't worry, the wall is fine.

Monday, November 3, 2008


I have to thank everyone for the really nice messages of concern about my break-up. It really means a lot to me. After working on building something for 8 years, to have to let it go is... hard. Especially at night. I miss having someone to hold. It makes it even harder that it ended so badly. Betrayal is never easy to deal with. Especially when it comes from someone who was your world. I feel ungrounded. But I guess you have to be ungrounded if you want to fly.

I know I will be OK. I'm just waiting for my heart to start beating again. I have some good friends, a great dog and I have a life that I love. I keep listening to the song "So what?" from Pink and substituting the words "Porn Star" for "Rock Star". At least it makes me laugh.

From the song So What by Pink...

"I guess i just lost my husband
I don’t know where he went
So i’m gonna drink my money
I’m not gonna pay his rent (Nope)
I got a brand new attitude
And i’m gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight

You weren't fair
You never were

You want it all but that's not fair

I gave you life

I gave my all

You weren't there, you let me fall

So, so what I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves

And I don't need you

And guess what

I'm havin more fun

And now that were done

I'm gona show you tonight

I'm alright

I'm just fine

And you're a tool so

So what

I am a rock star

I got my rock moves

And I don't want you tonight"

I will be alright. I'll be just fine.

Thanks again for your thoughts. I promise the next post will be more upbeat. After all, life is to short to waste it on the bad stuff. Time to move on to the good stuff.

(Photo by Greg Lindeblom/GLiMPSe visual. (January 2007)

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Piggy Money

Last night was AWESOME!
Friendly crowd and I guess they liked me judging by the pile of money laying on my kitchen counter this morning. And some of those piles are $20!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Wanna Pig Party with me?

Just a quick post...

I'm running out the door to dance in a cage at the Ramrod bar here in Fort Lauderdale for their Pig Party. It's my first "porn star" appearance here at home and I'm a little nervous about how friends and acquaintances will act towards me. I'm hoping they stick a buck or two in my jock!

It's good to get out. I've been so unsettled by my breakup. Today I was chatting with a friend from New York on Big Muscle and I was saying how I felt "ungrounded". Thoughts connected in my head and I realized that you have to be ungrounded if you want to fly! Everyone have a great weekend and if you're in Ft. Lauderdale, grab a fist full of dollars, head over to the Pig Party at the Ramrod, and shove them wherever you think they belong!