The good news... or the bad?

So you want to hear the good news first or the bad news?

OK, here's the good news...

My shoots for Manhandled last weekend in Palm Springs went freakin' AWESOME! In fact the whole weekend was incredible.

I had a whole beautiful "cottage" to myself with a great view of the pool and the mountains.

Nice big and comfy bed.


Beautiful view wherever you looked.


So amazing to see mountains. Florida, where I live, is so flat that the only hills are the land fills!

My first scene was with Cole Parker. He plays a pool boy who slacks off on the job. After the fucking I gave him he will never do that again!


Cole Parker cleaning the pool before I pound his ass.

My second scene is with HOT and SEXY Derrick Diamond, who I've worked with before at Bound Gods. In that scene he plays my boyfriend who comes home two hours late from the gym. I'm NOT happy, but that changes pretty fast as I rip his sweaty gym clothes off, wrap his jock strap around his throat, and fuck his ass into oblivion. HOT!!!


Derrick and I after our scene. After all the abuse I gave him I was glad he was still talking to me. The site is called Manhandled after all.


After we wrapped up, the whole cast and crew went to a Mexican restaurant and pigged out on some great food and the best guacamole I have ever eaten.

What an awesome weekend working with some really nice guys. Can't wait to see the how the two scenes turned out. If they are as hot as I think they are going to be I think I they will probably be my all-time favorites!

Now for the bad news...

I'm going for some major surgery on my shoulder in the morning. I had the same surgery five years ago and I messed up my shoulder again with working out and the bondage stuff I've been doing.

This is going to suck. The pain after the surgery is really, really bad. At least this time they are giving me a shot that will completely numb my whole arm for at least 24 hours. I am also getting a "pain pump" put in and it is supposed to drip pain killing drugs right into my shoulder socket. I still have the whole bottle of pain killers left over from my hand surgery last month if the pain is still that unbearable.

I found out I needed the surgery about two years ago after an MRI confirmed that I had a Labral Tear again. In the past two years the injuru and the pain has gotten worse. How much worse? We'll find out tomorrow when he's performing the surgery. Thank God he's doing laproscopic surgery, so the scars will be very minimal. You can't even see the ones from my last shoulder surgery.

So there we go. It's 3:00am and I am doing this post because I may be too fucked up on pain meds to do another lucid post for a couple of days. Or maybe I'll do a post while drugged up. That could be fun!

I've cleaned the house and put things in order so I can just relax until I go back to work on Tuesday. And DON'T EVEN think of yelling at me for going back to work so fast. I know I'm not supposed to but I can't afford not to. So unless you want to cover my bills while I'm out the recommended three months I suggest you hold your tounge and just say a prayer for me. And that's exactly what I am going to do before I head to bed in a few minutes... Pray.

I'm stocked up on the necessities for my pets and myself. Oh... I also have a big bottle of Coconut Rum, some Chocolate Soy Milk, and some Mudslide mix. That should get me through the next couple of days!