The scene of the crime

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Nick, Nick, Darkholme & Diamond

I just read a great review of the film "Blue Movie" by John Karr of the Bay Area Reporter. That's the one where I did a VERY HOT scene with the UNIMAGINABLY HOT Nick Piston. Rumor had it that the scene might have gotten a GAYVN nomination. It didn't... but it is still probably my favorite scene to date! The film is up for 5 awards including "Best All Sex Video".

Here's the part about my scene: "Then comes my favorite scene, two nasty nooky guys named Nick in a pungent pairing that's rough-n-rude. Nick Moretti's a little slicker-looking than the gangland-tatted Nick Piston, but both are macho turn-ons in their leather gear. Piston's cock has developed that fatty ring below the head that's common to pumpers. I don't like it. But it's hard as ever, and boy, does he get nailed atop a whomping big motorcycle. Before that, their ardor is marked by deep kissing and Piston's growly sex talk. Then he pounds himself down onto Moretti's pounding prick. They sweat."

Yup, we sweat... and hopefully you will too when you see it!

I'm heading out to San Francisco after work to film for Bound Gods again. This time Master Nick has a bit of a surprise in store for him. Seems the tons of requests for Master Nick to be bound and abused has worked. Rumor has it that at this time tomorrow I'll be in some tight bondage and at the mercy of Van Darkholme. But don't worry, there's a twist thanks to HOT new porn model Derrek Diamond. I mean... they don't call me "Master" Nick for nothing! :-)

I'm hopping right back on a plane after the shoot is over tomorrow and taking the Red Eye home. I want to finally get a good night's sleep so I can be all rested and purdy for the Winter Party Beach Party on Sunday!

I'll try to post on Saturday when I get home but if I don't... EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!

Forced

Here's a couple of more shots from last weekend's Steel Mill Media shoot for the film "Bullwhipped".

This was right before Tober forced us to submerge our heads in the horse slobber water. He marches us over to the stables, all bound and gagged, and makes us untied each other. Not easy to do when your hands are bound behind your back. Then, at gunpoint he forces Tyler to undress me and suck my cock. Next it was my turn. What a horrible, horrible punishment. (insert evil grin here)

I'm working on my iPhone photos of the whole experience and I'll do that post as soon as I can. Hopefully tomorrow before I leave for San Francisco. I think it might be interesting to see the whole porn shoot experience. Or maybe not.

Don't hold your breath

Today's post was going to be a post detailing my entire weekend shoot with Steel Mill Media, complete with photos from the set, compliments of my trusty iPhone. But, thanks to email problems, it will have to wait till tomorrow.

Instead, here is a HOT photo that I just received from Dire, the very sweet and sexy producer over at Steel Mill Media. He sent a bunch of photos from the film, which is tentatively named "BULLWHIPPED", along with a really nice note thanking the performers for great work. What an AWESOME experience last weekend was!

So you know what's going on in the photo, Tyler and I are forced to submerge our heads into a basin of water. The first one to pull up their head to take a breath gets a really hard punishment from Tober. In my defense: 1... I have asthma, and 2... about half an hour before our dunking scene, I watched a big, slobbering horse drinking the same freezing water out of that basin. Sorry, I like my slobber first hand! By the way, does freakin Tyler always has to show me up?

Welcome home...

I picked up my dog Cynder from the kennel after work tonight. She was pissed at me at first for leaving her there for a couple of days. (It's only her second time in a kennel.) But after I got her home and tickled her stomach and gave her tons of kisses she was laughing and licking my face. Wish there was someone here to tickle my stomach and give me kisses. She's gonna be pissed at me again on Thursday because she's going back in the kennel while I go to San Francisco to film with Bound Gods again. But at least tonight we're going to bed on good terms and I'll have her to cuddle up with. I missed my little baby girl.

Legend of the Steel Mill Ranch

I'm currently in Christmas Florida filming with Tober Brandt and Tyler Saint for Steel Mill Media. Tyler filmed his scene with Tober yesterday. Basically, he was kidnapped, tied to the hood of a truck, and tortured.

It's my turn next. I'm going to be heading out into the cold day to be tied to a fence next to the stable and be beaten and "branded". I've already prayed and meditated this morning so I'm not really nervous at all. I just hope the cold weather doesn't wake my weiner look small!

We still have one more scene, where Tober tortures both Tyler and I together and then some more "B" roll to film. Should be done about 9pm tonight. Just in time for me to hop in my truck and take the 3 1/2 hour drive home so I can work in the morning. It's definitely going to be a "Motrin Day" tomorrow! And I miss my dog like hell. Can't wait to get her out of the Kennel tomorrow night so I can snuggle with her.

The film is not all Tyler and I getting tortured though. They had a whip expert out to the ranch yesterday and he taught me how to throw a whip. NOT EASY! He kept saying, make believe you are throwing a baseball. Ummm... we didn't have baseball or even a field where I grew up in Brooklyn. I got good enough to pull off the scene where I whip Tober. It looked HOT as hell!

The most painful part of the whole weekend shoot is probably going to be all of the dialog that Tyler and I had to film by the campfire last night. Tyler actually offered to get tied to the truck again and beaten instead of continuing the dialog reading. It was 12:30 in the morning and we had been at it for over 3 hours already. Damn were we ever fucking every line up. It didn't help that we both got the massive script yesterday and didn't have a chance to memorize anything. But Rick and Dire (the Director and Producer for Steel Mill Media) were patient and guided us through the dialog till we finally finished. We all got to watch some of what was filmed before bedtime and it looked AWESOME!!!! Seriously, Fuck "Brokeback Mountain"... "Legend of Steel Mill Ranch" is gonna make that look like a bad afterschool special. OK... maybe not. But I was really happy with what I saw and I think it's all going to tie together to make this one GREAT film!

As I was typing this I thought... "You know, there are only 3 of us in the whole film. I HAVE to get on the cover of this DVD. Unless, Matt Rush is driving his ass up here up and the film name gets changed to "Legend of Matt Rush Ranch". Na... he would never be in a BDSM film. He is a self proclaimed "Vanilla" sex kind a guy. Hell... the time we were all out dancing and he reached down and felt that my pants were soaked he almost threw up. It would proably make more sense if I mentioned that they were actually soaked with piss. Not mine, of course. Ya... I think I got the cover of this one.

Well, they just came to get me for my beating. Wish me luck! I'll have lots of iPhone pictures to post when I get back home so look for those in the next few days.

Thank you

I want to thank EVERYONE for the GREAT comments and emails about my last post. I am completely overwhelmed with the outpouring of positive support and concern. They really made me stop and think how lucky I really am. Sometimes life just seems a little overwhelming and you forget about all of the good things in your life. Thanks for reminding me.

I'm doing OK. Seriously. I mean, I have problems and issues life everyone else. You come home from work and find a letter saying most of your retirement savings are gone. Your truck engine dies. Your refrigerator dies. Your boyfriend cheats on you. Your dog pees in your bed. That's just life. Everybody goes through these things. Being a porn star doesn't give you a free pass from this stuff. So you deal with the problems and you try to move on. It's not always easy. Hell... it's never easy. But that's life sometimes.

I wasn't really that upset about the cover. I knew weeks ago I wasn't going to be on it. Let's see... should I put Matt Rush on the cover or Nick Moretti? DUH? Even I would pick him. Of course I'm not mad at him. He left me the sweetest comment on my blog post. Exactly what you would expect from my friend. Conner Habib also left me a really nice comment. He's one of friends I've made in the last couple of years that really means a lot to me. Bo Matthews is another. I can't begin to tell you how much I value the friendship I've developed with him. These are some great people that have enriched my life by their presence in it. I would have never met them if it was not for my work in the porn industry.

How could I possibly complain? I've had the amazing opportunity to do some work in the porn industry. How many people are lucky enough to get that chance? How could I not be completely thankful for that opportunity and for having some success with it? I take none of that for granted and I thank all the companies who have hired me and the fans that have appreciated me. If I ever get on the cover of a DVD... AWESOME! If I don't... that's OK too. Hell, I may never get another job in porn again. Who knows? There's always someone new on the scene. Someone younger and hotter with a bigger dick and a perkier ass. No one knows when they are going to stop being popular. I am completely grateful for having had the opportunity at all.

As long as I'm thanking you guys I also want to say how much it means to me that you actually find my blog interesting enough to keep reading it. I just try to write what's going on in my life and the way I feel about it. I try to keep it real and honest... the same way I try to live my life. If you let your thoughts and feeling out they can't stay inside and fester and make you bitter. You have to deal with them. So as long as you guys keep reading this blog I'll keep posting. As you know by now, it's not always that interesting and sometimes it's a little sad and depressing. But that's the way life is sometimes. I try to look on the bright side and find humor in even the toughest situations. Thanks for appreciating that and showing your support through those times.

I wanted to send a more personal message to you guys so I posted a video message at the top of this post. The only way I knew how to do it is through Facebook so I hope you can view it. I think you have to sign up for Facebook and request me as a friend. Don't worry... I'll say "Yes" and be your friend. :-) Please let me know if you are having problems viewing it and I'll try to help you out.

Brief Encounters with deep seeded neurosis

I'm having a bad day. Actually a bad week. Just when I thought I was over the hump with getting over the ex and all of the destructive feelings that came with that relationship... it pops up to fog up my mind. Not that I want to go back to that toxic relationship. I don't. There are just a lot of issues that wore away at my self-worth and forced me to shut down my emotions and my drive for life. It was a sacrifice I made. It was the only way the relationship could continue. It was the wrong thing to do.

You can't live your life "shut down". You can't learn to expect not to feel acknowledged or loved. You shouldn't have to try to convince yourself that your desire to feel loved and connected and needed is selfish. Too many years of that. Not just in my last relationship, but also in the one I had with my abusive, paranoid schizophrenic mother. Years of therapy later and it's still in there. I still find myself feeling bad about wanting to feel good. Feeling week and selfish for wanting to be loved and wanting someone to care. The Buddhist classes have helped me to realize that true happiness is within me. That it can't be given to me or taken away by someone or something else. But that wise knowledge evaporates when I get a pain in my chest where my heart should be. When, against my better judgment, I finally open up to a friend and they cut me off mid-sentence to talk about their latest, well planned industry coup. When I go home to find my dog has peed in my bed because he was alone for too long and was feeling unloved. I hear ya baby. I hear ya.

This was supposed to be a post about the cover for the "Brief Encounters" movie that comes out in a few weeks. About how I was very excited because I thought it was going to be my first cover. That is something I have always wanted. Just to be on the cover. And I really thought this was the time it was going to happen. I mean, I'm not the biggest, most well known porn star in the world.. or the country... or even the city I live in. But I thought I was probably the most "popular" performer in the film.

And then my best friend Tim talked to his best friend Matt and next thing you know they are flying to do a scene for the movie. Of course I knew immediately what was going to happen. What should happen. Matt Rush's first film since the break from him Falcon Lifetime Exclusive contract. It's a huge thing. And rightly so. I can't be mad at him for that. He's a friend of mine and if you knew him personally you would know that he is sweet, gentle, caring and humble. For someone who you could realistically be called "the most well know gay porn star in the world" he really has no ego and has not fed into that "lifestyle" at all. He's just a simple, solid, sincere guy trying to get by like everyone else. And I can't get mad at the guys at Pantheon. I mean, really, for Matt to pick them as his first post-Falcon company to work for is amazing! Especially when he probably could have picked any HUGE company and any HUGE porn star to appear with. Not sure why he made that choice but I'm very happy for the guys at Pantheon Productions. They are probably the nicest guys I've ever worked with and I hope that the publicity that this film gets rockets them to well deserved heights!

I guess what makes it hurt a little more is that the cover actually has a really big photo of my scene mate Conner and I on the cover. But they took a photo of Tim and Greg and positioned it in front of us. I posted a picture of it below, at the bottom of my post. Where it belongs. This is a post about me.... not Nick Moretti. He's a porn star that I play. My picture appears proudly at the top of this post. Where it belongs.

Tyler & Tober & Me... Oh My!

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I'd bend over backwards for you!

Well, maybe not backwards but...

"Great pic but it would be greater if you`d bent over"

Here you go! :-)

A Short Essay On Valentine's Day, Stigmata & Burn Marks Near My Butthole

Valentine's day is almost over and I sit here at the computer, munching on my freshly nuked Cheeseburger Lean Pocket, glowing from all of the days great memories.

First, there was house cleaning.

Followed by... more house cleaning.

I kicked it up a level by going to the pool store and buying lots of chlorine to stick in my pool (since my next two weekends will be spent filming BDSM porn and not cleaning my pool).

Just when you think things couldn't get more fabulously exciting... I did laundry!!! (Oh, how my heart leaps at memories of the fresh Downy scent filling the air.)

Feeling a contact high from the April Fresh Downy, I decided to go completely crazy and DO SOME MORE HOUSE CLEANING!!!! (I know you're jealous of me at this point but I can't help it if the Valentine's Day of a Porn Star is just so much better than yours.)

I was completely spent after that last super-fun activity and settled back into my computer chair to eat a Valentine's Day dinner that would make even the Top Chef's in Paris squirm with delight! Yes... Cheeseburger Lean Pockets with ketchup and my favorite drink (Chocolate Soy Milk & Coconut Rum). Honestly, does life get any better than this?

While I was typing this envy inducing post I noticed a folder with photos from the Atlantis Cruise that I went on a couple of weeks ago. Truth be told, I can't post half of them for fear of being called either a total whore or a total bore. But I did want to post a photo of my Atlantis White Party outfit (See above photo). Hours of painstaking work went into it's creation. In fact, I still have burn marks near my butthole from the hot glue gun and small stigmata-like holes in the palms of my hands from the Bedazzler. But I think you'll agree it was worth it in the end!

I hope everyone had as fabulous and romantic a Valentine's Day as I did!

Being Bad and Feeling Good!

The scene I did with Luke Riley for Bound Gods was released online yesterday and it's as HOT as I thought it would be. At least I think so. Tell me what you think.

Click HERE to see a free preview or to buy a pass to see the whole thing. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed being in it. ;-)

I can't believe how AMAZINGLY BUSY I am!!! Life is good though. VERY good.

Went to a seminar at my church yesterday (The Center for Spiritual Living) that was just AWESOME! It was Michael Bernard Beckwith from the film "The Secret" and his wife, inspirational performer Rickie Byars Beckwith. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!

Sunday I am going to take a day class at the Drolma Kadampa Buddhist Center called "Love Without Pain". The description for the class is: "We often feel afraid of love or feel our love leaves us unprotected and vulnerable to suffering. Maybe we find our relationships with others dissatisfying or strained. In this one day workshop we will learn what love is, how we can develop more of it. We will try look at what at what states of mind counter our love for others, such as our anger, attachment and jealousy and how love is a universal remedy to the problems, suffering and conflicts we experience in any relationship."

Probably weird to have me posting about spiritual things, especially after posting about my latest BDSM video. What can I say... there's more to a porn star than just porn! :-)

"Brief Encounters" preview photo

My last post was a little too.... um... emotional. So here is some pure smutty fun!

A shot on Conner Habib and I from the upcoming Pantheon Production film "Brief Encounters" due out in mid-March.

Parking in the middle of the driveway

I just got home from a LONG day. Up most of last night thanks to sorting out issues with my ex. Up for a busy work day. Juggle the job and the blog and the emails and the friends and their problems. Drinks and dinner with my best friend. And now home.

Did I talk to anyone today? I know I listened. And listened. And listened. But did I talk?

Did anyone hear me?

On the way home a horn from a lowrider blew as I sat in my truck and waited for the gas to fill up my tank. I got out and said, "What's up?"

So what if I was was wearing a wifebeater. So what if I had muscles.

"Can you move already?", he says

"I'm still filling up... sorry.", I reply

I look over to see the hot black guy with mock-dreds in the lowrider, the guy telling me to move. He's blocked in because there is a huge pickup sitting next to me. He didn't see cause he didn't look.

The guy in the big pickup rolls his window down, sees what's going on, and pulls ahead to make room for the lowrider to pass. He's a really dark black guy. He didn't see he was blocking the road cause he didn't look.

The guy in the lowrider looks over to me and instead of saying "Sorry, I didn't realize" says... "We all have to get along now... we have a black president."

I look and smile and say "Ya... I know."

But what I'm thinking is... "Fuck you! I voted for him. I probably did more campaigning for him than you did! And you come talk to me when we have a gay president. Let's see if you voted for him. Fucking asshole."

But I didn't say that.

"Oh... and my ex is black. So don't go pulling some discrimination card on me. Fuck you!"

I didn't say that either.

Fifteen minutes later I pulled up to my house and started to pull into the driveway. I instinctively turned my wheel to the right to park on the right side. Leaving the right side open. But... Fuck! Don't need to do that anymore. No one is parking on that side. It's just me now. I can't wait until I can afford to get the fucking garage door opener replaced so I don't have to think about this shit anymore.

So it's off to bed now. Another day complete. Well, not quite yet...

I still have emails to answer. And phone calls to return. And house things to take care of. And bills to pay. And it all has to be done tonight. Seriously... tonight.

So I feed the dog. And I turn my computer on. And I start the end of my day. Is this what "winding down is?" It doesn't feel like it.

I'm setting a one hour limit though. An hour from now I'm taking an Ambien. An hour and 15 minutes from now I'm passing out.

I'm offensive!

The other day I went for lunch in the Gay Ghetto of Ft. Lauderdale, Wilton Manors. There's a plaza there with a very popular gay bar, some gay shops, a gay gym, and some gay restaurants. Notice the word "gay" precedes all of the locations just listed.

So I drive into the parking lot, get out of my truck, step up onto the small sidewalk, and shriek. There's a big old sign with a picture of two leather daddies kissing in a sling (see photo to the left). And I'm one of the leather daddies! Damn, I wish they would tip you off when they are going to use your photo locally. It's nice to be prepared. Had I just finished lunch I may very well have thrown up on it.

I reached down and pulled out one of the postcards tucked into the rack attached to the sign. It's another shot with me. Basically, my ass in chaps leaning over a motorcycle kissing someone. Now that I think of it... I guess I really do kiss a lot of people. Is that wrong?

Anyway, it's been about 2 weeks now and the sign has become the focus of some drama here. (Well... as much drama as anything can be in a little gay shopping center in the little gay ghetto of Wilton Manors.) Apparently the plaza owners thought that the sign was offensive and were worried that children might be upset by it. Ya... because so many children hang out at the gay bar, and the gay gym, and eat in the gay restaurants and shop at the gay stores. There isn't even a dick or ass in the photo! Maybe if they would have used the photo on the postcard with my ass sticking out I could sympathize with their concern. I mean, I certainly wouldn't want to see a poster with my ass on it right before I went into one of the restaurants to eat.

Well, they solved the problem by moving the sign inside the gay card shop that has racks full of greeting cards with naked men sporting hardons and books and calendars featuring the same. I guess not the children will be safe when they go to the gay bar and gym as long as they don't try to buy a card for their mom or dad. Ugh... really people. It's just two guys kissing!















This is the photo used on the sign. It was taken by my favorite photographer and good friend SylvesterQ.















Here is the other photo featuring my ass. It was also taken by my favorite photographer and good friend SylvesterQ.

Fuck the GAYVNs... my blog gets an "A"!

They announced the nominees for the 2009 GAYVN Awards yesterday and I was not nominated for anything. Again.

I was more than a little bummed because I was actually told by a reliable source that there was a chance that my scene with Nick Piston from "Blue Movie" might be nominated. I mean, I deep throated his hugely swollen cock with the 0 gauge prince albert piercing still on it. What the hell do you have to do to get nominated! Maybe I should have deep throated the freakin motorcycle! Ugh.

But my brief pity party was crashed by my friend and porn crush Conner Habib with AMAZINGLY GREAT NEWS!

The new issue of Unzipped Magazine hit the stands yesterday and there was a feature story on gay porn star blogs and they rating mine as top! The other Gay Porn Bloggers featured were Jason Ridge, Dean Monroe (God am I HOT for that boy), Jason Hawke, Tristan Mathews, Jean Franko and Geoffrey Paine.

I was the only Gay Porn Blogger to get an "A" and Ken Knox (who wrote the article) wrote such GREAT things about me and my blog!

"Moretti writes in complete sentences, uses proper pronunciation and even understands the proper meaning of irony! Couple his grammatical skills with a big dick and a tattooed, muscled body and you've got one hot porn star blog."

"With his wit, wisdom, and ability to spell, Moretti just might be the XXX blogger we've all been waiting for."

Damn, does that make me proud and happy!!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH to Ken Knox and the guys at Unzipped Magazine for acknowledging my blog and giving me such high praise. It really means a lot to this humble porn star. Probably more than an award for my cock sucking skills!

Daddy's Lunch Break

Here is the first promo shot from the upcoming Pantheon Productions film "Brief Encounter" which is due out Mid-March.

It's the film where I was a Daddy, complete with salt and pepper hair and scruff, and Conner Habib was a young hottie (which he is in real life).

Looking at the picture reminds me that it's lunch time and I am STARVING!!!

I had an awesome date last night with the great guy I went out with on New Year's Eve. I made homemade Sangria and we hung out on the couch, snuggled with my dog Cynder and watched a Top Chef marathon. What a great night! I'll have to make it a point to spend more time with him. LOL :-)

It's better than sex!

I think you're gonna have to log in to facebook to view this personal home video.

Hot Older Male?

HOT OLDER MALE just posted a gallery of photos of me sporting my "Daddy" look for the Upcoming Pantheon flm "Brief Encounters". It's the one where my scenemate was hottie Conner Habib. You can click on the HOT OLDER MALE logo below to check it out under the "Models Set" section of their site.

Slicked Master and the Golden Boy

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I think you can hear the bones snap!

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Tim and Ty

I've been trying to meet Ty LeBouf for years now. We've been in two of the same Hot House movies and have even been in the same city on the same street and still have never been able to connect. So I was really happy to find out that he was going to be visiting Fort Lauderdale and staying with my friend Tim.

I finally got the chance to have dinner with him and a whole group of other friends the night before the Atlantis cruise. Not only does he have the face of an angel and an amazing body, but he is funny as hell. What a sweetheart! And he is crazy... in a good way. Who else could win a "Best Chest" contest with his ass? If you've seen his ass you'd know how that could happen.

Unfortunately, I was so upset and preoccupied with the uncertainty of my cruise plans the next morning that I was acting like a depressed goth-chick Barista behind the counter at a Starbucks coffee. I probably didn't make a very good impression as I sat there and hardly said a thing. Ehh... what can you do? Maybe next time we meet I'll actually have a personality.

REFRIGERATOR UPDATE: The new refrigerator to replace the brand new non-working one that was delivered two weeks ago is finally going to be delivered today. This one better work! I am tired of living out of a styrofoam cooler. But most of all... I am having serious withdrawal symptoms from being without my precious Cheeseburger Lean Pockets. Keep your fingers crossed that this one works!

Coming home to a blast from the past.

The cruise started off to a rough start but after a couple of days everything worked out and it was smooth sailing. I had a blast!!! I'll post some pictures and details as soon as I recover! LOL!

I got home to find a blast of a different kind waiting for me. A blast from the past. Apparently, someone pirated a scene from The Chi Chi Larue/All Worlds Video "Link: The Evolution" and posted it online. It's the first major video I did and it was when I met my friends Tyler Saint and Bo Matthews (he's someone who means the world to me!). At least it's in keeping with the cruise "water" theme. I posted it here if you're into that sort of thing and want to check it out. Feel free NOT to click on the play button if water sports aren't your cup of pee... I mean tea.

Click here if you want to find out more about the movie or buy it. (Note: The water sports scene is only included in the Director's Edition)