Just 2 days till I leave for Chicago for IML and the Grabbys. I trying to get excited about it but it's not happening right now.So much to do to prepare for the trip. Take care of the house and secure it for a week. Put the dog in the kennel again for a whole week. Pack and do personal grooming. I guess it's not that much if you think about it, and I should be happy and excited about the trip, but I'm just feeling kinda down right now. I'd be happy just to stay on my couch and read. That's not good. Eh... what can you do?
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Just clear your head, and think about the nice people you might be meeting over there. Reading a book on the coutch you can do that when you are back. Keep on going.
will you be looking for some fun in chicago?
So close, yet so far. lol I'm in Indiana about 3 hours away.
Try to relax and have fun!
C'mon!! You'll have time to read on the plane. And you'll see friends when you're up there, right? So you should be looking forward to the trip.
If you need help getting all the prep work done there must be some cute young stud you can call to come help you with your chores. And then maybe he'll offer to "help" you get your rocks off. What could be wrong about that?
Anyone with a sexy overbite like yours should never be sad.
Your too young to feel that way. I'm sure you will snap out of it. If I looked as sexy as you Nick, I'd be looking forward to IML.
As I get ready for the trip tomorrow I will hopefully get more excited about it. I'm just in a really quite mood. I have to be "On" when I get there. Probably the whole time. It means putting the "real" me away for a while and put "Nick Moretti porn star" in front. I don't know if that makes sense but it's true. That's not such a bad thing usually. I'm just trying to fix the "real" me right now and don't really want to put him away.
erich...
Yes, I will be looking for fun in Chicago.
Jambrea... If you get a bug to take a 3 hour trip let me know!
PDQ...
I am looking forward to hanging with my porn related friends (even though they will probably all be in "porn star personality" mode and not their "real" selves. That can be frustrating and feel empty sometimes.
Anonymous...
Sexy overbite? LOL I've never heard my messed up teeth and bite called sexy before. Thanks!
Stan...
They say you are only as old as you feel. I've been feeling really, really old lately. Hopefully the trip will spark some enthusiasm for life and help me feel young again.
Damn, I'm sounding so negative and depressed lately. I hope this passes soon.
Just sent you an email.
Quiet reflective moods are ok ya know ... good way to "take stock" sometimes.
I agree with Pick. And you. You feel the way you do. Fighting that will not overcome it. FOr every action there is an equal & opposite reaction.
Nick cheer up its been really beautiful here in Chicago. The weather is nicer than usual for this time of the year. Hope to meet you at IML...you owe me a beer still remember???
Nick, I understand.
The weather will be great when u are here so maybe a change of scene can help. Try not to worry to much about being on--try autopilot. I do it on some days.
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