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From the Raging Stallion film THIS WILL HURT
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I have been WORKING MY BUTT OFF!!! Directing or performing or location scouting... EVERY DAY!!! Don't get me wrong... it's been fun. But I'm freakin exhausted and It's starting to take it's toll on me. I filmed another HOT Bound in public last night here at the Armory, got home after midnight, and had to wake up at 6:30am to head to the DMV to register my truck and get a new California license. I passed the test and my license picture is HOT if I do say so myself. I don't know why I come out so well in pictures when I'm held together with lube and duct tape and I feel like I'm about to blow away in the wind.
I promise to update with LOTS of photos and stories starting this weekend. (Even though I am working all weekend. Ugh.) For now, here is a photo I received from Raging Stallion yesterday from the film THIS WILL HURT which just came out. You can
CHECK IT OUT HERE. (The film that is... not my butt!)
UPDATE:OK... after reading the first comment I have to add this...
I am sharing details about my life with you. It is a great life but it is NOT perfect or completely peaceful or a charmed life by any means. There is lots of good but also lots of stress and bad... like everyone's life. So if I mention some of the stress and exhaustion in my posts PLEASE give me a freakin' break and let me express it. Respect that and respect me. Again, I am not complaining... well, I am complaining... but NOT ONLY complaining. I'm just trying to share that the life of a BDSM Porn Star and Director is NOT a glamorous and perfect thing. (Not that anyone should have thought that in the first place.) And I am still settling in San Francisco and dealing with a lot of loose ends and new details. (Like the fact that I have absolutely no money right now because I am still paying for my Florida place until the rent from that starts kicking in and have so many unforeseen expenses that came from the move and the problems that I've had with it... like the asshole I was renting a room from trying to steal my rental deposit (still have to get legal help with that) and all the repairs I had to do on my Florida house before it was ready to rent.) So let me talk about the bad with the good or I stop sharing my personal life and will just give you pretty pictures and tall tales of fun and partying with hot porn stars. (Damn! I wish that life really existed.) I definitely need to make time to go to my meditation class again. LOL