Even though it was absolutely freezing outside we had an awesome time. The only thing that could make it better was dinner at one of my favorite San Francisco restaurants, Samavor Tea Lounge. But things went downhill quickly from there. I got a message to check out a very popular porn blog for a story about me. I've always been known to say "there's no such thing as bad publicity"... but I think I may have been wrong.
What can I say about the story? I could get upset and angry (which I did for a short time) or I could just ignore it. But what good would either of those things do. I guess the article was meant as a cute story, but I really feel bad about what it falsely implies. In reality, my friends, my ex-boyfriends, and my porn co-workers all know me well enough to know what kind of person I am. By my beliefs, my ethics and my actions. An abusive person I am not. There was not a drunken fistfight. I've never punched anyone in the head. It does make for good reading though.
Come on guys... wasn't the Francesco and Damien break-up story enough for you guys this week? Oh wait... the link has been removed and I see the story's been taken down from your site. Hmmm... Well then couldn't you just be happy with riveting story of Reese Rideout finding Jesus in a condom? LOL! Really guys... you've portrayed me as an animal killer, a hostage to a crazed psycho at The Armory, and a bitter, jealous, cover stealing, Haylie Duff. Do I have to be the Chris Brown of porn too?
Fact is the guy in question and I are good friends and I hope we will be for a long time. We are both really looking forward to our trip to Orlando and the shoot together on Saturday. (And it WILL be a HOT shoot with all the chemistry and history that we have together.) Have we had issues... Hell ya! But physical abuse was never one of them... on either end. I mean, put a 46 year old porn star with a 20 year old porn star and don't you think there are going to be some incompatibilities? He will always have a place in my heart and I hope the same holds true for him. And for the record, we were never actually boyfriends.
OK... that's enough about that. I remember in one of my Buddhist meditation classes the teacher said that Buddha said that if someone says something bad about you, to check whether it is true or not. If it is true, then change your life accordingly. If it is not true, then forget about it because it doesn't really exist. It's forgotten.
I might as well keep on the "Huge pain in the ass" theme and remind you guys that tomorrow is my Butt Machine Boys shoot. Please say a prayer for my butt if you are the kind of person who prays, or at least send some positive vibes my way. I'm going to need them!
Here are some photos I took from my day at the California Academy of Sciences with my friend Jesse. And for the very Popular Porn Blog that shall not be named... I put a special photo at the very end of the post. NO, I didn't kill it! My friend Jessie almost stepped on it while we were walking through the park. But feel free to make up something more exciting for the readers. Maybe it can involve the creature crawling out of Levi Johnston's ass at an award ceremony, scaring Michael Lucas, who is on stage without an invitation protesting something that is none of his business, and I can jump up and protect him by ripping the vicious creature's head off with my teeth. Gotta keep them interested! ;-)
(Warning to my readers: The last photo is really, really gross. You may want to skip it.)
Here is the gross photo I warned you about.
8 comments:
I think that the Sword has lost most of its credibility by now. First they erroniously reported a "divorce" for Francesco and Damien and had to remove that story completely because it was wrong. Now the false story about you. What will be next? Who knows??? Who can believe anything written by them anymore?
Great photos of the aquarium!
Yes, definitely consider the source. Or rather, don't... I don't think anyone else does.
Nick I don't even read those shit rag blogs that gossip about everyone. I'm just not interested and couldn't be bothered. That's one aspect of the gay community I just can't stand or have the stomach for so I'm not even aware of the story your talking about. I just know the kind of person you are from your writings here and that's enough for me.
Damn! you look great in that leather bomber jacket! WOOF!
Wow! What a terrible mess: "stalks" of calumny and a rat's disabled corpse! Well, thank you Mr Moretti for all the other soothing pictures that were sent in the same "brood"... Don't you love tiny little birds? I guess that you will be happy to see yours at home, far from all those malicious blah-blah-blah. A single swimming jellyfish is enough to calm down, isn't it? And what about many swimming sea creatures! I have never sent you any message, even though I have been watching your blog for weeks - appreciating both your pictures and their commentaries - but I'm certain that you are a charming and responsible person. By the way, many bloggers have been tightly supporting you so far. So, you should be a happy fellow for a long time, because bad people never have any friendship: they only have enemies or business fearful fellows. Anyway, I do know that one can't easily put in the bin such publicity, because of the consequences... That's the point! Well, be strong and try not to be bothered anyhow... What could I say? I have no power. I can only send you warm wishes for a nice Thursday. Take care...
Once again I refute a Sword story.
Oh god well it is Florida, I’m not far from you I live in Miami, and about a week ago I saw I huge rat on my house power lines. It was very big, but we haven’t had a rat in the house in year, thank god.
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