Looking Back

Photo by Dot

As the year comes to an end I can't help but look back on this past year and all that has come to pass. 
- The loss of my father after a long and brutal illness. Although it casts a cloud over most of the year, the feelings of love that were exchanged during that time, and the unexpected closeness with the rest of my family that has come from it, help to soften the pain and even add a silver lining.
- The start of a new job at Factory Videos Inc. and the chance to work with an sweet, sexy and talented man who I am happy to have as a friend. THANK YOU Damon Dogg for being so awesome!
- The chance to start a new line of BDSM porn called "Factory Edge" at my new company. I just finished filming the first release and am in the process of editing it. Look for it to be released real soon!
- The chance to direct for the great guys at Dark Alley Media in New York City. I hope our affiliation continues.
- The opportunity to direct and edit a whole series of BDSM videos for Treasure Island Media. I am VERY PROUD of these videos and I hope they are released soon!
- Attending bartending school and learning a new skill.
- Learning more and more about Directing and Editing and feeling more proud of the work that I am putting out with every new project.
- The time I am getting to spend with my dog as she get's older and older. The girl is on some major overtime right now and I thank God for it.
- Recently going through the first accident with my truck and coming out of it without much physical damage.
- The bad ending of a relationship with someone that I will always love.
- Having the computer I am working on right now blow it's hard drive 3 times! I just put in a new Solid State Drive and now it's fast as hell and hopefully will not die again.
- Continuing my spiritual growth through meditation and prayer and learning to feel peaceful, grateful, and connected and act with compassion, humility, and love towards the world around me.

Things I learned this year... (again)
- Everyone fucks up (myself included).
- Grey Goose is better than Kettle One. (I wish I could afford it though.)
- Love isn't about what you get it's about what you give.
- Happiness is a state of being that is independent from what is going on in the world around you.
- Nobody lives forever.
- I am NOT a power bottom.
- I love directing and editing.
- There is nothing better than snuggling with my dog.
- Life is actually pretty simple if you let it be.

Thank you to all of my friends for being in my life and thank you for caring enough about me to read my blog and take an interest in my life.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Doin the Dogg

My buddy and coworker Damon Dogg just posted a scene of us fucking like rabid little bunnies in the office bathroom. It's the first one-on-one scene we've done and it was filmed by none other than my ex-boyfriend Rowdy McBeal. Here are some photos from the scene and you can check out the free preview by CLICKING HERE.

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New Raw Fuck Club Video!

Dark Alley Media has just released another video I directed for them. This time it's AJ Long and Ty Roberts tag teaming Patrick O'Connor. Pretty freakin hot if you ask me. It even has an awesome DP! Here is a free preview and some photos. CLICK HERE if you want to see the whole thing.

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Stun Gun Fun!

Just got this cute little Stun Gun for Friday's Factory Edge shoot with Ed Hunter and Rowdy McBeal. Little Rowdy is going to be "shocked" for sure. Can't wait!

Bah Humbug!

Cynder is so NOT in the mood for Christmas. The old girl needs some holiday spirit. It's just her and me for the holidays so I'm going to try to make it as happy as possible for us.

Gloryhole Cruising is here

 

The movie "Gloryhole Cruising" was just released by Dark Alley Media and it features the scene I did with Derrick Hanson. In case you don't remember why it was such a big deal to me I will remind you... It is the first time I truly bottomed in a movie. I totally gave in and went for cock.

You can check out the photos below to see what I mean. Me getting fucked while sucking off a huge cock through a glory hole. Me getting the hell fucked out of me in a sling. I was a little apprehensive when I made the decision to do this scene but I have to say I totally enjoyed it and I hope you guys think it is hot. You can watch the scene by clicking HERE or pick up the whole "Gloryhole Cruising" movie by clicking HERE.

A thousand words and some cum

They say a picture is worth a thousand words. So a video must be worth like twenty thousand words. I've been so busy shooting and editing this past week that I haven't had a minute to write anything here. I hope this little video makes up for that. I promised I will do a post updating about everything I've been up to. And, trust me... I've been up to a lot!

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New Bareback That Hole 3-way video!

Bareback that Hole just released the 3-way video I did for them featuring Jake Norris, Ben Statham and me. It's been a while since we shot this up in Canada and I had forgotten how hot it was. Little Ben is SO FREAKIN HOT! He's a sexy little pig with a rockin' body. And Jake is a big, butch muscle daddy. The three of us were a great combination. Here is a free preview of the scene. Click here if you want to see the whole thing.

Here is the scene description: Nick, Jake, and Ben are all groping one another as the camera finds this incredibility hot trio getting ready for some sweaty sex. Each takes turns on their hands and knees servicing each other’s cock. Jake and Ben service Nick’s huge throbbing dick together, back and forth they get his cock wet and sloppy for Ben’s bare hole. Ben is bent over and made to expose his twitching raw ass. Jake and Nick take turns tag team rimming his crack as they tease it with their fingers. Jake taunts his ass as he slowly inserts the tip of his cock head into Ben’s eager hole with nothing more than some of his own spit. Nick and Jake tag team Ben’s ass in a variety of positions. Jake pounds his ass deep and hard as the sweat drips off of his chest and pecs. Nick steps in and slides his dick in next. He continues to pummel Ben’s loose and sloppy hole. Ben is thrown onto the floor on all fours. Jake is slamming his ass from behind and Nick is feeding his mouth in front. Ben is sandwiched between these muscle Daddies much to his delight. Jake grabs onto Ben’s ass as he shoots his load all over his raw hole. He pushes his cum into Ben as he continues to cum inside him. Nick adds his load to the mix as he shoots his nut all over Ben’s raunchy hole. Wet and sloppy from the second load, Nick fucks his load into Ben too. Ben explodes as he shoots his nut all over the black leather chair. Covered in cum and sweat, Ben slides down and licks his own juice off of the seat as all three share a final kiss.

Here are some photos of the scene. Hope you like!

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New Raw Fuck Club Video!

Dark Alley Media just released another video I directed for them a couple of weeks ago on their rawfuckclub.com site. This one features Chase Coxxx and his amazingly HUGE black cock and beautiful and slutty white boy, Blue Bailey. Blue is all over Chase's cock from the minute the the camera starts rolling and Chase is totally into it. 11" of dick gets shoved completely down Blue's throat (DAMN can that boy deep throat!) and then pounds his pretty, pink butthole. Blue ends up shooting a HUGE load all over the dungeon bed while he's getting fucked and then licking it up like a good boy. This pushes Chase over the edge and he shoots his own gue load on Blue's freshly fucked hole and then fucks it back in. Of course Blue does what any good slut would do and sucks off all the cum left on Chase's cock. What an awesome match and a hot scene. But I'm a little biased since I directed it and did the camera work and editing. Hope you like it!

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Everyday Pervertibles: Do It Yourself Kink!

 

I'm finally getting a chance to post some photos from the Everyday Pervertibles event that I did last week. Leo Forte and Element Eclipse both backed out so that left... me. Damn was I nervous! Thank God my good friend Patrick O'Connor stepped up to the plate and helped out. I planned the little show out at home but had no idea how it was going to go in front of a live audience. It went AWESOME!

I started out working Patrick over with some simple kitchen appliances. One plastic spatula was great as a spanker until it exploded into pieces. Patrick used a set of metal salad tongs on me and they made really great nipple clamps. Then we graduated to the big stuff. I took a plunger, ripped the plungy party off, cut up strips of Rubermaid perforated rubber shelf liner, and duct taped them to the end of the plunger handle. It made a VERY EFFECTIVE flogger! Seriously!!! It was just the right length and weight and it had a really nice thud to it. It also had the added bonus of a little extra "stink" as the rubber strips stuck to the skin a little on the comeback. This device got two thumbs WAY UP!

We took a break and Jorge gave a bondage demonstration using men's neckties to tie up Sister Eden Asp. She looked great all bound up. I took the break as an opportunity to get some free STD testing... after all, it was a charity event for the Stop Aids project and it was all about sex information and safety.

When we came back I kinda shocked the audience by turning a Pringles can into a really, really great feeling homemade Fleshjack. Patrick was kind enough to use it on me and I gotta say I could have gotten off in a minute. To return the favor, I stripped the rubber flogger pieces from the plunger, put the plungy part back on,  attached a giant, red, horse cock dick extender to it, and then proceeded to fuck Patrick's beautiful, bubble butt with it. The perfect way to end the evening!

THANK YOU to everyone who came out to the event and gave your support. And THANK YOU for all of the really great compliments on the show! Here are some photos of the evening's festivities courtesy of awesome photographer Tim Schmidt.