It's 3:15am here. East Coast time. I think. I just got out of bed after 3 hours of "sleep". I put that in quotes because i don't consider laying there in pain while the world spins around you sleep.
I got up because I was feeling severely dehydrated, wrapped one of the blankets around me "Virgin Mary" stype, and I stumbled to the kitchen for a drink of whatever I have in my refrigerator. I look over at the counter and the maze of tubes at the top of the hamster cage has collapsed. Their combined weight must have shifted the tubes and they separated. I found Bubba trapped in the sink (thank God I left the drain plug in!) but The Fat One is no where to be found. She must have jumped off the countered and scurried away. I looked everywhere that I could and no trace of her. She probably crawled up into one of the holes in the wall that the rats used to use and is now living in my walls or addict. She can always come back and find some bird seed on the floor to eat, unless she gets to some of the rat poisoning in the addict or unless a stray rat in my roof eats here. I don't think there are any rats, but I'm not sure.
So I just wanted to write a quick blog post updating you on my BIG ILSB (International Leather Sir boy contest), My live Kink.com shoot for their new website "Bound in Public" (which will debut in October), Dore Alley, and the very hot photo shoot I did for Mr. S Leather with boy Sean.
The contest was exhausting. Supporting Sean through the very emotional and physically strenuous event was beyond exhausting and has taken a toll on our bodies and spirits. Sean has a big black eye, a swollen face, to add to the cracked ribs that he re injured. I sprained my wrist and Master Mark (the Sir that was running for the title with Sean) has a broken thumb. Needless to say the Fantasy scene was EXTREME. Very Extreme. I've attached some photos of the scene which included, punching, spitting, a stun gun, flogging, mock fisting, breath control, CBT (Ya... that's a bucket tied to Sean's nuts and I'm throwing everything from the stage, including my shoes, in it. Boy Sean collapsed the minute he stumbled off the stage and I had to hold him like a little broken baby while they scrambled to run up the stairs and retrieve the key for the hand cuffs.
Alas, Sean did not win the competition. A big part of me is glad that he didn't. He is an Alpha boy, and I feel that he has to lock away who he really is to be a good boy. Winning the contest would mean a year of traveling and being a role model international title holder boy everywhere he went. Fucking exhausting! He should be VERY proud of all the work he did the past year preparing and competing in the contest. Unfortunately, I doubt he feels like that yet. He probably feels like he just lost something that meant a lot to him and that he gave up a year of his life for. His friends are there for him, as they have been through this entire process.
I started feeling sick even before the trip to San Francisco started. But there wasn't room for that in the busy schedule. Sean's contest required pretty much constant attention from me. I was there to support him after all. I think I did a good job. I sucked up the way I was feeling and the morning after the 3 day contest was over I got ready for my Live "Bound in Public" shoot for Kink.com at Dore Alley. There was a last minute change in my scene partner and I was SO FREAKING happy to find that my good friend Luke Riley was going to be the sub for the shoot. I LOVE that boy. Plain and simple. He has a bright soul that shines brightly, even when he is being a bad boy. And he's HOT as fuck. We were like 2 little kids all day at the street fair. It was the first time for both of us. I'm so glad I got to share the experience with him.
We shot all day, in different locations at the fair, with the interaction of the massive crowds who were watching us. I have to say I really got off on it. Luke really reacted to the Public Humiliation and it was an awesome show. After we finished filming at the fair, we found a not so busy street and did the sex scenes. People were walking and driving by and it was HOT. The energy from the "danger" of being caught was through the roof. I can't wait to see the edited version of the shoot.
I finished the shoot and my body was just about out of commission. But I still had a photo shoot to do with boy Sean for Mr. S Leather the next day. It was the first time that Sean had done a photo shoot... and the first time he would be tied up naked and played with in front of a camera crew. As I thought, he completely got off on it and the shoot was AWESOME! Bondage, butt toys... good times!
After that we ate some food and I was almost not even able to walk any more. Our flight was at 11:55pm and by the time I got on the plane I didn't even know where I was. We arrived the next morning, after only sleeping like an hour... I think, and I drove home to get check on my house, take care of the animals, get my dog, and RUN to the doctor's office.
I am actually feeling pretty horrible right now. Don't worry... it's nothing serious. I just need to start taking better care of myself. I guess you can't burn the candle at both ends for too long a time without your body getting pissed at you. I spent the whole freakin day at the doctor's office. I ended up getting home at 8:30pm and started to do the web design work I had promised to have ready for today. I have a meeting about it in a few hours and I was not able to get to it. I forced some food down my throat and layed on the couch trying to work on my laptop. Half hour after midnight I gave up and dragged my aching body to bed.
That takes us to the missing hamster and this post. There is nothing I can do about the hamster right now. I'm going to take some advil and pray that my head stops pounding and that I fall asleep again quickly. Tomorrow I have the web design meeting and I HAVE to have something ready to show them. I've already let them down before. I hope I recover quickly from being sick, because I fly back out to San Francisco in about a week for a couple of shoots and then I fly back home for a day before I fly to P-town for a 10 day vacation. I wish there was someone to baby me right now. To smack my hand, pick me off the couch and lead me to bed, and hold me while I fell asleep. Then again, the though of someone touching my right now, in the pain I'm in, sounds horrible. Pretty freakin dramatic... I know. Even a Dom is allowed his "Diva" moments.
Enjoy the photos from everything I talked about in this post and I will post better ones and more detailed stories as soon as I can.
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